There are no proper words I have for the sins I committed. You've been my greatest support here, and I thank you for that. Before you think that there was something you could have done to help me, I promise you that there was nothing you could have done. By the time I met you in the bar, I had already made up my mind that I was going to follow through with this motive. It's why I had to refuse your offer even if it probably could have saved my life. I'm not exactly known for making wise decisions when my emotions are clouding me.
Makishima messed up my life in multiple ways and the thought I could make his existence simply disappear ended up being the temptation I gave into. Killing him didn't fix anything. It just made me satisfied that I got my revenge and came to terms with my old self. If there was a way to erase him back home I would be certain I would have pursued that route.
So let me thank you for being there for me these past six weeks. Your presence was a comfort to me and I'm glad for that. I have a selfish request of you. Please look after Sakura Matou in my and Tohsaka's stead. I know you can help her. Be there for her and listen to her. After all, I took the most important person away from her.
I'm sorry.
I'm truly sorry.
I won't ask that you forgive me. I know what I did was wrong.
I broke my promise to you, however, it's not the first time I've broken a promise. Please survive and leave this place for me. I'm glad it was me tempted by this motive and not you, because this place still needs you.
But once again, thank you for being there for me. I appreciated you a lot.
If we had met in another place, in another time, I think we would have been extremely close.
Consider this my goodbye, Danny.
[This letter is on top of an unopened carton of Spinel Brand cigarettes.]
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Daniel Dickens
There are no proper words I have for the sins I committed. You've been my greatest support here, and I thank you for that. Before you think that there was something you could have done to help me, I promise you that there was nothing you could have done. By the time I met you in the bar, I had already made up my mind that I was going to follow through with this motive. It's why I had to refuse your offer even if it probably could have saved my life. I'm not exactly known for making wise decisions when my emotions are clouding me.
Makishima messed up my life in multiple ways and the thought I could make his existence simply disappear ended up being the temptation I gave into. Killing him didn't fix anything. It just made me satisfied that I got my revenge and came to terms with my old self. If there was a way to erase him back home I would be certain I would have pursued that route.
So let me thank you for being there for me these past six weeks. Your presence was a comfort to me and I'm glad for that. I have a selfish request of you. Please look after Sakura Matou in my and Tohsaka's stead. I know you can help her. Be there for her and listen to her. After all, I took the most important person away from her.
I'm sorry.
I'm truly sorry.
I won't ask that you forgive me. I know what I did was wrong.
I broke my promise to you, however, it's not the first time I've broken a promise. Please survive and leave this place for me. I'm glad it was me tempted by this motive and not you, because this place still needs you.
But once again, thank you for being there for me. I appreciated you a lot.
If we had met in another place, in another time, I think we would have been extremely close.
Consider this my goodbye, Danny.
[This letter is on top of an unopened carton of Spinel Brand cigarettes.]